that feeling 2

I have been to HK both a thrilling and a tiresome experience...we walk and walked and went to H&M, that I sooo love right now....

My efforts seem futile...I can't understand or I don't want to understand....

A big slap and I'm still willing...

I shouldn't heard those/shouldn't learned those...soo complicated and the end, me in my wet pillow every night!

I missed 2 nights of Simbang Gabi already - been exchanging stupid time for my duty...when I know for a fact it wouldn't serve me ever..no returns...just pure useless effort...

Sad!

that feeling....

I'm in a place right now where I am unsure if I would go back or walk straight ahead.

I had been praying, God you know that I've been praying hard for this yet I am still unsure if this is it. That's my problem yet I like the feeling, but I'm unsure. But I'm happy.

I will be going to HK (and Macau) tomorrow and will carry this feeling of kinda bliss but a little speck of worry and question but I think I will go on. I hope this carry me through our adventure on a different land tomorrow. The farthest I will go since the Bacolod/Iloilo trip I had back in August. I'm so excited, I don't know what to feel. Part of me wants to just be here and feel that but another part of me wants to go and fly those foregin land. I hope when I get back, it will still be the same or hoping for more.

God, is this it?

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I so like this One republic/sarah bareilles song that it's on repeat for the whole day earlier - when I commute to work early in the morning and when I rode back home this night. So heartbreaking, it touches my heart and it always had me close to crying. I heard this one, on one episode of TVD and researched on it. This is my song for the moment.

OL idea

I owe this blog lots of post, I just noticed I did not have one for October...

Here's my idea of a show/program for Sarah Geronimo since her Idol was short lived. I did not liked it either, it was soo rushed that even casting has a problem. anyways...

So it will will be a dark comedy/supernatural show where Sarah is the bida. She's the only daughter of a barrio magtatawas so she helps out in her parents activity, like getting leaves and hearbs and trees and in the process learns everything. Little did she know that, the knowledge of healing came from Maria Makiling and that because Maria likes the parents very much that she chose Sarah as her contemporary, helping out the poor and everything.

But Sarah is very different, she grew up to be very curious and inquisitve and wants to know everything so she learned additional stuff from her own.
And that she knew she had powers but fail to accept that she is special - curing the sick, even talking to nature, but she has one problem - texting. She's a text, Fb twitter addict..that she sometimes forgot her duties. She favors Berting, a local but dislikes his sister Shiela (will be played by angelica p)- another magtatawas. That's her competition. So they compete with the Sales, the customers and even herbs. Little did they know - they were both made contemporaries of Makiling and readying them to be the champion for an impending doom.

Tv teaser will have her playing in the hills then someone threw some petals and other herbs to her, at first she loved it but she got annoyed she sis stop but still ongoing then...she burned them all..and said, sweet lemeng!

So there...

LIFE IN A JEEPNEY post note

Another post story


Earlier's event was the mother of annoyance, inside the jeepney, beside me is a mother with her weeping child, oh that's simple, screaming child! Her cry started from they sat, until they took off. Ahh the sound, that defeaning sound can be heard past my Ipod..I was sooooo mad, I was tempted to show the koi in the pond on my phone (Iphone app). The interior smelled funny too, like onions and sweats and with the irony of puring rain, like there's no tomorrow. But it was compensated with the one with the nice Nice Nike shoes. Oh well, at least!

LIFE IN A JEEPNEY post note

Ok I'll take it back. The previous post was what I experienced the other day, but earlier was way tooo different and I did not enjoy it. The guy across me had his mobile phone on speaker mode and playing an Air supply song so LOUDLY, no match for Chico and Del. No offense on Air Supply fans, I actually knew the song - making love out of nothing at all but I'm not it the mood to listen to it. I'm in my Sunday RnB mood (as if my week is not RnB filled). He switched tracks, and it was an annoying rap song, I did not care to listen as I increase my volume. But, to my surprise, he opened a box, and what do you know - a mini speaker. A mini speaker that changes colors, I'm like OMG, what in the world.

this time, I did not enjoy the ride!

LIFE IN A JEEPNEY

Life in a jeepney

It's 5 minutes til 10pm, I was running late, really as my shift is supposed to end by 6pm (ok, 5pm because I was late for one hour). I hopped in the jeepney and waited for the passengers to come along, it was boring and a little sleepy so I put on my headset and listened to Chico and Delamar's Podcast last Wednesday, can' get enough of them. Anyways, as the jeepney started to fill and passengers started to come by, it was a pleasant view for me as workers after a day converged in a location like this. I would love to have my own car or course, and not be with the other people (you don't know if they are sick or what, I'm sorry maarte lang ako) and siksikan kau, and the odor or whatever. I'm not complaining, don't get me wrong. My mother always scolds me for complaining the smell of other people as they earned it after a hard day's work. Anyways, it was a bunch of workers - industrious workers all cramped up in this tiny piece of moving metal. Students - qualify as workers as well because they worked they out of this day, you know. And after 3 minutes, we were all dosing off and in 10 minutes, most of us are asleep, except for me which was in awe really. This must have been an exhausting day for all of us, the students (they were lovers) are holding their hands, the mall workers are leaning with each other, the other guy is just asleep on his back and the workers from the hospital are sharing their experiences in high note battling the sound of the jeepney engine. It was a little chilly, that contributed to the mood of the night. I can't really let go of this experience as I myself is very proud to be in the company of these people, they are really the working masses that after a day's work, welcomes another day with gladness or at times just being forced out of survival but the commitment is there to survive. Tomorrow's another day.

Garlang experience

This started out one afternoon when one of my friends, Ianne, was invited to go to Bacolod. We excitedly said yes and what do you know, we booked our flight on the cheapest airline and schedule we can afford and when we are available. It was sooo exciting, most especially for me as this would be my first time to board a plane and be somewhere else other than Lipa, Batangas. It was great to be at those places and extra nice that you are discovering it together with your friends, a little expensive, had shelved out few hundred bucks but the over all experience was amazing. From riding the plane, to eating, to meeting a lot of people and discovering new words like sa lugar lang - or garlang - their word for para or sa tabi lang po. Love all of that.

Here's my account of where we went and what we did:

Our plane from Manila to Bacolod was one hour delayed - it was Air Phil Express, (one of my agent said ewww AirPhil?). It was a rather short plane ( as compared to other major planes) and a little packed (I thought referencing it from my size. I thought it would be a bumpy ride, it was my first time so a lot of feelings and images and rummaging through my scared mind. there's this idea of us being hijacked, or the plane will experience engine trouble all sorts of freaky stuff but I hold on. The passengers infront were praying the rosary so I did my own and prayed for a safe trip. And it was smooth, very smooth actually that it felt flying (again referencing from roller coaster and acnhor's away) but not. We were sooo excited, we ate pa nga on our way to Bacolod and saw a lot up there, ala Google Earth. It's a wonder ful world definitely. From the take off till landing, it was really really fun for a first timer like me, the gum really helped.

I was able to take pics from my window and really just in awe of how beautiful the view from up there. Forgot to take shot of Bacolod as we were descending - it was lush green that you never thought very near to their airport.

(To be continued)

ICE CREAM

I'm on ice cream...

Not HTC or Blackberry - when I was browsing last night, I just thought of LG because I missed the fun, the color the simplicity of the process, you know call, text, a little music and foto and here's what I have. I targeted Lollipop but it was expensive I'm afraid my card can't handle it, LOL.

So here it is, my powder blue phone, just like Ice Cream and enjoying it the very first time I touched it earlier. It's clamshell, I've been raving about for 2 years now to have a flip phone, it's very simple, no apps no OS upgrade, I am on SMART prepaid and so far so good. Loving it!

BLACKBERRY VS HTC PHONE

Again, I don't have any agenda tonight, it was totally out of great boredom that I opened this site as I am listening to Stacie Orrico's Strong enough song (sniff, sniff hayyy), earlier it was Neyo's Easy which was also my communicator blurb. I am also waiting for my itune's download which from my last check 151 MB of 358 MB, LOL, so I still have 3 hours remaining hahaha. This is how slow this Digitel internet is.


Anyways, at the same time I am searching for a new phone, my Iphone with Globe sucks big time (see previous post), and I am planning to have an alternative but will try prepaid again. I am eyeing Blackberry and HTC phone which will be my first time for me, so I'm really comparing and contrasting which would really suit my need ot want LOL.

Blackberry keypads are small, don't think I could use that efficiently but they are cool and had lots of apps as well. I've used one 8900 series and it was great but the key pad was my problem.
HTC phones are rare (I've never known someone from my friends whose using that), so it's either not recommended or very expensive but I've looked it up OL and it's not that espensive well that still depends on the model. I am after HTC legend which was highly recommended on the new gadget magaxine that I bought 2 days ago.

haaaaah, what to choose I'm torn!

Ohh, I have to tell this, I got bald again earlier but I had something different as I asked my barber to shave off a line on my right head. Yes, a little off the edge, hmm but not too much as I am unsure earlier what to do but this was a bold move from me. I'll still be researching some tother shave styles from the internet for my next bald hair do. I've tried to fotograph myself using the webcam but it produced a dark photo, just want to show the line. enjoy or not!

4%

Again, I don't have any topic to write on, I was just influenced by how long Bianca had been writing on her blog, and how did she consistently make it fun and readable and interesting. Well, now I'm just killing time because I am downloading a file and it says 96% so I still have 4 % left of my time to post anything here, which until I press on the keyboard I have no idea at all.

Well, my Globe mobile line was cut off earlier, and I went berserk or irate in our term and poor rep, all my frustrations and morning shit was dumped on her that compelled her to reactivate it in 30 minutes or so. But let me just clarify that all my issues were true, it was never meant to just diss the network or their agents. Their customer service suck big time, their signal is fluctuating and their people are under-educated if there's such a word. I don't mean to sound too sarcastic but, just saying.

100% so there!

kung anew anew lemeng!!!

Again I'm writing on this blog out of boredom, I think Piolo is not singing his best on that Jessa Zaragoza's song, it was just dreadful and that I still can't see this notification on my FB, damn this slow connection. I should have upgraded it months ago, when there's still a promo but I obviously missed that chance.

I don't have anything to write and that I'm just thinking as I'm writing. I just saw 2 movies recently on the cinema - which I plan to have a review on my next post. My friend Gio, told me to blog all those because I have so much input and comment but you know me nman, tamadin so there.

Knight and day - is a great movie from Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz. It's not that grand as compared to Cruise's MI movies but it was advertised as an action/romatic comedy which did live up to it's trailer. And I was paying attention, that I was able to answer the FB contest (I'm still thinking who will pick that up since it's from Ortigas pa).

Eclipse - the movie that I've been waiting for but did not live up to my expectation. I'm not a twihard but I really expect more from that movie coming from the book. Too much staring, caressing, too mcuh Edward and Bella that have been established already on the first two movies. The fight scenes are short, it was clean and so rehearsed that the slow motion technique did not work for a fight but rather for a dance. Alice's acrobat for example, I can't wait to go out of the cinema. I'm so disappointed.

Let me just pose my makikinis na picture from my best gurl Charris' Samsung digicam. I really don't know how that thing does that, it beautifies me literally as if I'm that makinis. One of my friend reacted of that was true or a by product of my power peel which I just did 3 times because is sooo costly and painful (the pricking part) but I must say it did wonders to my wretched face wahahaha.

Dear God

I'm sorry, nagkasakit n nman ako today..Katamaran and dunno how I would I cure it. I had a perfect plan earlier around noon time - facial or foot spa then mass at the Redemptorist but nothing came about...I watched a noon time show, internet and slowly the sickness dawned upon me, consuming me and ate me, ate all of me. I just planned to have a foot spa then will go straight to church which didn't happen because here I am, typing on my keyboard with my towel still on from my afternoon bath. I don't know why I keep on doing that, please help me. I could stand for 6 hours all drenched in sweat in a concert, I went out with my cousins last night which was very very fun...again all sweaty and all..but I couldn't be with you for 2 hours or less than that...I owe you big time, I haven't had time to visit you recently (Wednesdays would not count because I just caught partial of the Wednesday novena mass). I'm sorry, I should have a more creative way of executing my plans as in really hard..concrete plans that no one or nothing could suspend and I know God you will help me do that, assist me eventhough many times I am not worthy, but I know you, You love me and will do anything for me, not that I'm taking that favor for granted...I will give it back to you...Thanks God and I'm sorry again!

Here comes the laugh

Last night, we watched Chris Martinez' "here comes the bride" and mind you, I have never laughed on any Pinoy movies that I watched like I laughed on this effin movie. It was effin hilarious, I really cried. Angelica was the star as she portrayed a gay beautician (or image stylist as corrected on this movie). I was with the company of my good friends Janice, Cherry, Ianne and her invited friend hehe. The cinema house was full of laughter on almost every scene, you can never go wrong with Eugene Domingo and Tuesday Vargas. I hope they make movies like these and not just pure spoof of another movie just to sell their comedy. Well, I enjoyed those spoofs too but more so with a clean. fun and original story telling like this. And they did not over act like the other comedy movies, it was very natural of them and we thought it was finished, we were at the lobby when the last 3minutes of the movie was shown and we even laughed more.

So enjoyable, it will never fail you! Watch it now. Love it!

eat pray love cry

Last Saturday night, I had just finished reading E Gilbert's personal journey through Italy, India and Indonesia. This was to date, the most...enlightening, empowering, life-changing, most influential and all the ing and ial adjective/adverb in the world. Most of the times, I felt like, whoa, really now and surprised at the same time amused on how courageous and outrageous the author was and it made me change really as I have my own personal battles to fight through, this book really is one of my ammo. Most of the times as well, I find myself crying and lonely and lost and all of those nega crap but it kept going and I hold to my faith harder. And now, I have learned to personalized my prayer and it does not necessarily have to be the prayers that was thought in schools, being raised as a Catholic, but rather a more casual conversation and sharing of ideas. It made me braver to face almost all, I think (not that I wished for a more complicated problems) and it equipped me with much more sense of urgency as nothing really lasts forever.

So I'm really excited about the movie and how it will convey the same message that I got from the book. I remembered my friend telling me that at first, I am not interested as I thought it was just for girls but I was so wrong. Hayyy, my favorite book so far.

ECHO

From the priest that lead the mass last Open sesame's anniv, "bakit nagpapakatanga sa mga bagay na din nman tlga pwede?"

I can still hear it, until now.

:(

CONVERSATIONS

Last Sunday, me and my cousins watched Clash of the Titans. Enjoyed it but not to the point that I would climb on my sofa and jump, up and down. Clean, good fun especially if you are with the company of equally moronic individual.

Here's what we talked about:
Scene where the King and Queen provokes the Gods, Andromeda came to Perseus to offer a wine, Draco noticed it:
glenda: ay ayan umasim, ung isa nman kj! (umasim meant crush, nagkagusto etc)

Scene on the Scorpion
Me: Anu ba yan? Me room pa sa likod. Mabaho siguro dun
Glenda: OO nga, amoy pawis na sila
Me: anu ba ang amoy ng scorpion. Panu ang pawis ng mga eto, di sila naliligo.

Scene where they are going to the underworld
Me: anu ba yan, ang init siguro jan, puro lava and bato
Glenda: Ay oo nga, kaya magbait kayo, kc mainit sa impyerno sa underworld, maiinitan tlga kayo!

Scene with IO
Glenda: Bakit ganun, nasasaktan na ung mga lalake, etong si babae, poise pa rin, maganda pa rin
Me: Oo nga, sino ba yan, teka si Agot Isidro pala nman eh.
Aaron: Hinde si Anne Curtis yan...


Scene where Io died
Aaron: Eish si Perseus, sabe hinde na ako naka isa LOL.

sniff

TEAM MANILA

Got a little idea, well last year around December to have an informal photo shoot featuring one of my favorite brand of shirt, Team Manila - this is not a promotional ad for them, hehe. And as a Xmas gift to my favorite people, I bought them Team Manila shirts. I asked Macoi to fotograf us, and we did. Thru his SLR, which we are so raving, but couldn't have, we posed and smiled and posed again. Modelling can be a daunting job, haha, and backed it up with my own camera, just so I have my own copy and made fun of it by shooting on our CR. Twas fun, and mind you, I was still furious over the non-compliance of my TLs, but I managed to smile and be myself, natural mowdel, as what we put it, hahahaha.

I received a PM from him yesterday that our fotos were corrupted and he wasn't able to save any, damn! That was so sad but I'm posting the one's from my camera.

anyways...I'm planning to have another foto session, this one, NIKE....wala lang.
Pure fun and I love it.
Love my life....