hmmm

what to write?

I'm sooooo not in the mood!!

I'm sooooooooooo bored, like omfg!!!

Wonderin' and worryin' if I did the right move or did the right thing, I don't know for sure but what I do know I don't feel happy, and like I don't want to ever talk about it, but inevitable since most people would come to me asking how am I and hjow did I feel about that!!

Well, I just give them decent answer, I hope that answers their question, that I'm fine, I'm ok and that yes, I'm good for now!! Eventhough a big chunk of me breaks when I say that for I know I am lying to them and most especially to myself, trying to be true trying to be righteous, tryin' to be me...

Sigh, sniff, sniff the world turns so fast nd that will I be forever waiting and tryin'?

And forever hopin' that it would come true in a slightest luck that I would have that and that would be me, or not.

Negastar but the "not" always work for me, always end up losin' and ultimately just end up tryin.

Hmmmm, I'm writng this on a gloomy Sunday afternoon, alone and wonderin', waitin' and tryin.

HERO?

Got to watch The Dark Knight and absolutely love it

Purely because it exceeded my expectation and that I was drawn to it, like every scene and turn of the moveeeee

So love it

I have a new videoke piece, kinda hard to sing but I will study it

and it goes a little something like this (kinanta to ng ttec idol grabe di ko kaya yata)


Kung Mahal Mo Siya

Intro
Oh...... yeah

Di ko kayang mag isa
Dahil kailanman ay laging ikaw
Ang siyang iibigin ko sa tuwina
Di mo man sabihin ang nasa damdamin
Ay nadaramang lumalayo ka na ngayon sa akin

Chorus
Kung mahal mo siya ay pipilitin kong
Di mo makita na di ko kaya
Kung mahal mo siya di mo maririnig sa akin
Ang mga hikbi dahil mahal kita

Kung di mo makita sa kanya ang nais
Ay narito ako naghihintay pa rin lagi ang puso
Di ka pipilitin na muling ibigin tatandaan mo lang
Na ganun pa rin ikaw sa akin

Chorus

Refrain
Ganyan ang pag ibig na alay ko
Hinding hindi magbabago
Magunay at maglaho man itong mundo
Ikaw ang pag ibig ko

IM BAD AGAIN, ERR BALD AGAIN

Yes so much!!!

Decided to let it all go, with my hair and all the coloring and gel and wax and all frustrations, hope it goes with it, really hoping and preaying it goes with it.

haizt

got a text msg a while ago
5 tips for a happy life
1. Have someone to help you with work.
2. Have someone to love you.
3. Have someone who can make you laugh.
4. Have someone who spoils you.
5. Make sure these four people don't know each other


LOL

And got to watched Hancock, loved it
Laughed and cried and laughed and cried all over it

Do i need to say (or do) more, I'm screamin already, LOL!!

So there!!!

hmmm

"You learn to let things be....

when you realize what matters most to you is the PERSON and not the ISSUE!!!"