Dear God

I'm sorry, nagkasakit n nman ako today..Katamaran and dunno how I would I cure it. I had a perfect plan earlier around noon time - facial or foot spa then mass at the Redemptorist but nothing came about...I watched a noon time show, internet and slowly the sickness dawned upon me, consuming me and ate me, ate all of me. I just planned to have a foot spa then will go straight to church which didn't happen because here I am, typing on my keyboard with my towel still on from my afternoon bath. I don't know why I keep on doing that, please help me. I could stand for 6 hours all drenched in sweat in a concert, I went out with my cousins last night which was very very fun...again all sweaty and all..but I couldn't be with you for 2 hours or less than that...I owe you big time, I haven't had time to visit you recently (Wednesdays would not count because I just caught partial of the Wednesday novena mass). I'm sorry, I should have a more creative way of executing my plans as in really hard..concrete plans that no one or nothing could suspend and I know God you will help me do that, assist me eventhough many times I am not worthy, but I know you, You love me and will do anything for me, not that I'm taking that favor for granted...I will give it back to you...Thanks God and I'm sorry again!

Here comes the laugh

Last night, we watched Chris Martinez' "here comes the bride" and mind you, I have never laughed on any Pinoy movies that I watched like I laughed on this effin movie. It was effin hilarious, I really cried. Angelica was the star as she portrayed a gay beautician (or image stylist as corrected on this movie). I was with the company of my good friends Janice, Cherry, Ianne and her invited friend hehe. The cinema house was full of laughter on almost every scene, you can never go wrong with Eugene Domingo and Tuesday Vargas. I hope they make movies like these and not just pure spoof of another movie just to sell their comedy. Well, I enjoyed those spoofs too but more so with a clean. fun and original story telling like this. And they did not over act like the other comedy movies, it was very natural of them and we thought it was finished, we were at the lobby when the last 3minutes of the movie was shown and we even laughed more.

So enjoyable, it will never fail you! Watch it now. Love it!

eat pray love cry

Last Saturday night, I had just finished reading E Gilbert's personal journey through Italy, India and Indonesia. This was to date, the most...enlightening, empowering, life-changing, most influential and all the ing and ial adjective/adverb in the world. Most of the times, I felt like, whoa, really now and surprised at the same time amused on how courageous and outrageous the author was and it made me change really as I have my own personal battles to fight through, this book really is one of my ammo. Most of the times as well, I find myself crying and lonely and lost and all of those nega crap but it kept going and I hold to my faith harder. And now, I have learned to personalized my prayer and it does not necessarily have to be the prayers that was thought in schools, being raised as a Catholic, but rather a more casual conversation and sharing of ideas. It made me braver to face almost all, I think (not that I wished for a more complicated problems) and it equipped me with much more sense of urgency as nothing really lasts forever.

So I'm really excited about the movie and how it will convey the same message that I got from the book. I remembered my friend telling me that at first, I am not interested as I thought it was just for girls but I was so wrong. Hayyy, my favorite book so far.