that feeling....

I'm in a place right now where I am unsure if I would go back or walk straight ahead.

I had been praying, God you know that I've been praying hard for this yet I am still unsure if this is it. That's my problem yet I like the feeling, but I'm unsure. But I'm happy.

I will be going to HK (and Macau) tomorrow and will carry this feeling of kinda bliss but a little speck of worry and question but I think I will go on. I hope this carry me through our adventure on a different land tomorrow. The farthest I will go since the Bacolod/Iloilo trip I had back in August. I'm so excited, I don't know what to feel. Part of me wants to just be here and feel that but another part of me wants to go and fly those foregin land. I hope when I get back, it will still be the same or hoping for more.

God, is this it?

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I so like this One republic/sarah bareilles song that it's on repeat for the whole day earlier - when I commute to work early in the morning and when I rode back home this night. So heartbreaking, it touches my heart and it always had me close to crying. I heard this one, on one episode of TVD and researched on it. This is my song for the moment.

OL idea

I owe this blog lots of post, I just noticed I did not have one for October...

Here's my idea of a show/program for Sarah Geronimo since her Idol was short lived. I did not liked it either, it was soo rushed that even casting has a problem. anyways...

So it will will be a dark comedy/supernatural show where Sarah is the bida. She's the only daughter of a barrio magtatawas so she helps out in her parents activity, like getting leaves and hearbs and trees and in the process learns everything. Little did she know that, the knowledge of healing came from Maria Makiling and that because Maria likes the parents very much that she chose Sarah as her contemporary, helping out the poor and everything.

But Sarah is very different, she grew up to be very curious and inquisitve and wants to know everything so she learned additional stuff from her own.
And that she knew she had powers but fail to accept that she is special - curing the sick, even talking to nature, but she has one problem - texting. She's a text, Fb twitter addict..that she sometimes forgot her duties. She favors Berting, a local but dislikes his sister Shiela (will be played by angelica p)- another magtatawas. That's her competition. So they compete with the Sales, the customers and even herbs. Little did they know - they were both made contemporaries of Makiling and readying them to be the champion for an impending doom.

Tv teaser will have her playing in the hills then someone threw some petals and other herbs to her, at first she loved it but she got annoyed she sis stop but still ongoing then...she burned them all..and said, sweet lemeng!

So there...