KUMUSTA NMAN!

KUMUSTA NMAN!

kanina, nagshopping sa 168, wahahahaham so full packed, so init byt the experince was fine and siguro, i will be coming back for more, dunno!

my head is aching, my feet swollen may hands so pagod of carrying our finds!

it's not bad not bad at all!

u know what, the photo was posted on the net last year but i have the same view earlier after our shopping and it looked the same!


oh my gums(efelyn) yes talagam i specifically remeber the food chain ad taurp at the center, but eh taurp on the right side was changed.

Well

it was cool that I got knock offs, that costs lower (knock offs what can you expect?) right?

and i got gifts for my family, a lil something, for my associates and a lil for me, hope I could return back this week.

Kmusta nman sa busm long ride and butt can't take it, usual first aid, left rifht left right (read:left butt cheek, right butt cheek and then so on!

kmusta nman right, we got home safe and saound

thanks to God!

december

so it's december now!

wow, the temp's cold, the breeze is chilly, xmas light eveyrwhere and i'm on leave!


wahahaha, this is it, in total im gonna be going to work for like half a month, so excited.

LOL

dont have much to right here, other than, im bored, i need to fly away. But dunno where!

hmmm, forget it, i will just sleep, hope it it'll bring me somewhere!

HEROES

im so happy and excited; I just finished watching 10 or maybe more (i lost count) of Heroes season 2. Finally, omg!

The best program on your tube today! They have this power to make you stay on your couch glued and left wondering and fasicnated by the storylines, the plot lines the nest event that make you want more!

Bless the people who created this!

Trip lang

one of my agents asked me about comfort zone before when she had her interview. I was toungue tied as I know the answer deep in my thought I just couldn't express it because it was so sudden and I was caught off guard. Or i just don't know?

I am right currently in a state where I'm at ease on what I do because it's almost routinary or routinary per se. I already know what to do, it's the same everyday, almost. And at times or most it became pretty boring because of the lack of variety or I'm just looking for something out of the ordinary?

I have reflected and evaluated that I am ready to move higher up or whatever with what I'm doing now. I will grab any opportunity different form what I'm currently doing. Sometimes I get so overly bored that I can't do anything but stare at the blankness of the sorrounding or on my computer screen. I sometimes don't know what to do but produce a deep sigh. I'm so wasted sometimes, I have trouble sleeping but when I wake up I want to sleep again coz the dreams better than reality. I don't know I'm lost. Being on these industry, I had a lot of sacrifices, I have given up a lot I have set aside things just for this to work out and all................

and sometimes....trip lang magsulat ng isip mo....LOL...coz sometimes talaga dumadating na magiisip ka kung masaya ka ba?

LOL, ang drama ko sa taas, grabe...di ko makayanan, natatawa ako....

Don't get me wrong, the above happened to me....

LSS

Since I saw and heard Nikki's song from the high school musical 2, I juast could not get it out of my head. So much! LOL. may drama, sagutan kunyare, but nikki is sooooo beautiful there, sa video!

Gabriella:

I gotta say what's on my mind.

Something about us doesn't seem right these days.

Life keeps getting in the way.

Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged.

It's hard to say, but I've gotta do what's the best for me.

You'll be okay...




Chorus:

I've got to move on and be who I am.

I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

We might find our place in this world someday,

But at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.




Don't wanna leave it all behind,

but I get my hopes up and watch them all fall every time.

Another color turns to grey,

And it's just to hard to watch it all slowly fade away.

I'm leavin' today 'cause I've gotta do what's the best for me.

You'll be okay...




Chorus:

I've got to move on and be who I am.

I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

We might find our place in this world someday,

But at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.




Troy:

What about us?

What about everything we've been trought?




Gabriella:

What about trust?




Troy:

You know I never wanted to hurt you.




Gabriella:

And what about me?




Troy:

What am I supposed to do?




Gabriella:

I gotta leave, but I'll miss you.




Troy:

I'll miss you.




Gabriella:

So

I've got to move on and be who I am.




Troy:

Why do you have to go?




Gabriella:

I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.




Troy:

I'm trying to understand.




Gabriella:

We might find our place in this world someday,

But at least for now,




Troy:

I want you to stay.




Gabriella:

I wanna go my own way.

I've got to move on and be who I am.




Troy:

What about us?




Gabriella:

I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.




Troy:

I'm trying to understand.




Gabriella:

We might find our place in this world someday,

But at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.

I gotta go my own way.

I gotta go my own way.

4

we lined up at a local fast fud earlier, and I noticed this rather unclean guy, well judging from the almost sun dried hair and skin, he sports a rather huge polo with anime on it and a loose trousers with dirty feet. He ordered a meal and point the picture to the cashier and confirmed his choice. He chose the P39 meal but his money was only P35. He asked if that could be enuf, the lady apologized and answered no. The guy left and went to a much cheaper fud, a bread kiosk. My heart was crushed over that and add to that I did not even bother to offer my P4. It was just a small portion of my monthly pay. how cud i be so cruel and selfish? The question I really asked myself why, until now. All I can do is sigh!

da reign

it has been raining for a week now, cyempre ansarap tumulog.....

kaya tulog muna ako

LOL

one year

wow, hows times flies so fasts!

LOL

I am already one year here in LIPA, yey, officially, it turned out that staying wasn't that hard and I did not miss the hustle and bustle of the more metro, Makati. Well yeah, sometimes I had to admit that I miss it, during the times when there's nowhere to go but to a local KTV in a cheap hotel or there's nowhere to eat at except my fave Hen Lin chicken meal, Treasure Meal 5 take out (and the lady from the counter would ask again, Treasure Meal 5? Like duh, I just said it, weren't you listening. Yah, it's confirming but her delivery wasn't, for one of their loyal customer who's bumubuhay ng career nila, pasalamat sila. LOL. Cruel but true!)

What happened during my first year?

Every first!

I don't want to recall!

But my first week last year was in the classromm, doing ACE training. After a week, that's my first week as Tl in OPS. No training, I was not a tech person to begin with, I had to learn it in my own way. I guess, I was just good to begin with or a fast learner. LOL. walang kokontra, this is mine. Akin lang!

Thanks peeps for making me stay, one but a big factor of my stay, was my colleague and kasama sa business na to! My bosses, ung nasa poster, mga boss ko. Thanks for the award SJM champs, made me want to excel more. and syempre sa akin din for fighting. Mabuhay, looking forward to 5 years or maybe more!

Teary eyed, I am so happy!

Pero antok pa ko, so sleep muna!

reposts

(from jessica rules the universe)

From the Department of Linguistics, Bahay Kubo in gayspeak.

Valer kuberch, kahit jutay
Ang julamantrax donchi ay anek-anek.
Nyongkamas at nutring, nyogarilyas at kipay
Nyitaw, nyotaw, jutani.
Kundol, jutola, jupot jolabastrax
At mega join-join pa, jobanox nyustasa.
Nyubuyax, nyomatis, nyowang at luyax
And around the keme ay fulnes ng linga

next....

my boss told me that her boss already selected the best or the one's for the position, may not really the best but got selected. But in case I'm the one then it's the best. LOL. Me and my own world.

The weather's not coopratin' you know, exactly last year, super typhoon Milenyo hit the country and did some serious damage to billboards, kaya this year upon hearing of a super typhoon, I already asked my men to disassemble mine. For the mean time, LOL, and post it again.

Last thursday, I went to work early for call out, and then I finished early as well. And my topaking mind just asked me to go home that late in the evening. So I hurriedly went off. To my surprise, there were 4 of other topakins on a 9 seater jeepney. Two drunk hunks, that have been talking about their gels from the club, and comparing. The other gurl, and the guy. 30 minutes and still no sign of other commuters. And we just rented a tryc, yes, for a 15++ km of road. That's for me, For them, it's around 10 or less. It was spooky, well to me coz my imaignations running wild. but mind you, first time in my like that I've seen the earth so foggy, like 85% visibility. It's really scary and it was after a heavy down pour so its a bit chilly. But I arrived home safe and sound and blacky, our black dog (duh) stared and did not abarked nor made any sound when I was opening our super ganit (wahts that in english) na gate. And my folks, they were really asleep that they did not hear that maganit na gate (Batangueño term pala un).

And opened my pc, and chat till the morning.

And slept till the afternoon.

the interview

last thursday, i went into an interview and it was nerve wracking! i have been on a lot of interviews before and still i feel the same way everytime! cold and sweaty hands, ideas roaming through my head but i can't pour in that is just so typically me. Ooops I did it again, LOL!

dunno how britney got into the topic, LOL!

question? how would you feel, if the one's we promoted would come from a different account?
me: that would be no problem. i know there's a special reason y u wud choose them over us. I would defintely have doubts, in like 5 mins, but that's it. I'm gud with it!

other me:oh really then, then u wud not expect anything from me, like that would be my boss. forget it, i will go on a leave for a week asnd then come back and ask him who the hell he is and where he came from and he should never ask me do things, coz i'mma wont follow it. the hell he is, stealing my position, no way baby!


question? if we were to ask you, who would you choose?
me:i would choose _____, coz i know how she works she's my friend and will be fit for that role.

other me: I would choose me, me myself and I. Nothing can compare.I am born for that. nothing else.

my firned ask me to watch a local adaptation of my favorite program before when i was a kid, he said gud reviews and lots of praises.

I watched it, it sucks!
It sucked big time!

sleep all day

jason mraz hit it (parap pa pa) background music

i love restdays, i always look forward to it everyweek, ha, where i cud rest my head my lazy body do nothing and sleep all day all nyt long. After a long week of reports, meetings everything, heat and the pressure it's me and my bed, after all!

and then my dream a while ago, dunno where this dream came out of, like i am part of the bida, we're like protecting something, nuclear bomb or some sort. setting is in a futuristic world with lots of metal and glasses and our enemies would just fire at us, without warning. I got some powers though, i thnk its like magnetism or telekinetic but not too powerful as magneto or jean grey. and then we are trying to save someone, and then i did my stuff, levitate and shield us all. we are like a group and someone in my group flies and I could really feel the weightlessness so surreal. and then on one see i see hog watrs student with thtoer robes and wands on, and they are in aflying ship much like the durmstrang people. hehehe, my wild imagination. oh, i forgot, the other day also, when i overslept and got late for work, i dreamed that i have the power of magnetism also, but week, but at least in my dream i cud move paper clips and closed doors. Cool ryt?

room makeover

i just watched a program called designer's final over at lifestyle network and suddenly my father opened my door and voila, he said my room needs a cabinet to place my tv set which currently sits on top of a big plastic orocan clothes box. And that get me really exicted because that would mean I would have to fix my room now, my style my money my taste. Customized, ala jeffwar! Wohoo, i am now imagining what would it look like. As if, my room's not that huge, well yah, it's small but I have great ideas, hehehe, kso hassel, pera ko eh. anyways, sueldo na in 2 days time, hope mapagkasya ko un, with my cc bills and all. And now I'm surfing for a chic (wahahaha) cabinet that could have all my stuff. Right now, I'm digging and removing all unncessary stuff, skeletons, skulls of my enemies, joke lang! Old payslip, i'm still wondering why I kept those. Cinema tickets with sentimental value (yuck). USB adapters, lots of it, my first mp3 player courtesy of my mom and I already packed three big plastic bags of derelicts and more to come. I just finished piling up the books and magazines which surprised me becaUSE I never thought I have that. This is my room before. Will update on it's new look!

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funny!

when i turned on my tv earlier (from my century old slumber, sarap) I saw our dear leaders arguing about a program being nandaya or what have you when there are more important or significant topics or issues to be discussed. you know issues that would really matter or make or break the country like........................................................................................................................................................................................................ guess, a matter of national significance..........................................................................................hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....................................................................................................??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????well, (clears the throat) basta meron . Not just wasting our hard earned taxes for a brouhaha that might even be started by a jealous competitor who wanted attention because he/she probably will relase a new show or wants to laugh at his vintage jokes that only he could get. One leader commented, we just want a fair blah blah, i just laughed and finished Zafra's Twisted Travel, which was a good read but i got bored on some Venice part. No offense (as if this would be read by Zafra or her friends) but I have all her Twisted books before. Don't know where is it right now since my good friends who borrowed it, did not have the will to return it back unless they have signed a borrower's card which obviously they did not , so I rest my case. I hope it went to a careful hand or in a library or somewhere else. Oooh, back to the investigation of a game show thing, you know the representative that pushes it to be investigated, I remeber him being the holder of the diary that states the real parents of Mara or what happended during those times that they were being born or the lengthy soap being launched. I just couldn't figure out, why would a "maton" keep a diary, i thought he was just busy doing pot or smoking or in a gang war or something. Hehehe, funny that it went to the Senate but was snobbed because they were busy opening a brand new old case of a recorded conversation. Maybe they could get hold of Lohan's next movie or Spielberg's or maybe even Gate's new software or new Nokia model. My friend said, you can never can tell!!

I'm a texterholic (people that loves to text?), and I was really into Inday jokes that's was so uso right now. when I received one, I will immeidately send it to my globe distro, I think they were 30 with 3 pages a text so my unlitxt80 for 5 days would be so sulit. Wahahahaha! So much for raising it by P30.

Another funny thing, I have just received a message from a friend in Dubai. she said she is not missing the Philippines because everywhere you look there you would see or bump in to a Pinoy. I'm sorry that wasn't funny.

Ooooh, here's another funny program I saw, VH1's camera whatever, you can never tell what goes on or what they do behind the wheel. It was so funny, another program, comedy Inc I think it was an Aussie program. Right now I'm still figuring out the air time but I ceratinly had a good laugh when I saw two of their episode.

Another funny thing, you know I just received the NOD regarding my c--e? Yah, it just came and I accepted it. Actually I never read it there, I just took my pen signed it and went away. I already know the sanction it wasn't good. I don't know am I being punished, what have I done to deserve such. I stayed late for reports, I even report on my rest day. I felt like in equal standing among those who were issued the same sanction but much worse offense. I'm so lonely right now. Oooops, that wasn't funny. Now I'm sad..............

I'm thinking of quitting, but I don't know where to go.

REHAB

Just sharing you song that's currently been playing on my nano. eversince i heard her, i just could not get through her voice, much like my ever fave bjork. one trivia, her fave singer is shirley bassey, (figured out the similarities, you should) you know that this song has a remix version with jz and i got that too. enjoy! this one's a henna-ish body paint that i recently got, kind of a crouching tiger!

They tried to make me go to rehab
I said no, no, no.
Yes I been black, but when I come back
You wont know, know, know.

I ain?t got the time
And if my daddy thinks im fine
He?s tried to make me go to rehab
I wont go, go, go.

I?d rather be at home with ray
I ain?t got 70 days
Cos there?s nothing, nothing you can teach me
That I can?t learn, from yester halfaway

Didn?t get a lot in class
But I know it don?t come in a shot glass
They?re tryin to make me go to rehab
I said no, no, no
Yes I been black, but when I come back
You wont know, know, know.

I aint got the time,
And if my Daddy thinks im fine,
He?s tried to make me go to rehab,
I wont go, go, go.

The man said, why you think you here?

I said, I got no idea
Im gonna, im gonna loose my baby
So I always keep a bottle near

Said, I just think you?re depressed
Kiss me, yeah baby
And the rest

I?m tryin to make me go to rehab
I said no, no, no
Yes I been black, but when I come back
You wont know, know, know

I don?t ever wanna drink again
I just, ooo, I just need a friend
Im not gonna spend 10 weeks
Have everyone think im on the mend

It?s not just my pride
It?s just til these tears have dried

N T E

last thursday 16th, I received a not so good news that ruined my thursday and still haunts me until now. It was so hard to accept that it would cause me that, a favor I did for a friend. It was so frustrating because no matter how hard I explain and understand I just can't. Sooo, drama noh, pero that's the truth. Sobrang lungkot lang. Pero kung anu mang mangyari, sana maconsider yung hard work ko.

Pero so much for that, the week's relatively fine, I am still handling two teams doing evals and coaching and all and not that gud sleep because I usually well most of the time, do a complete shift which I swear every day I would not do but compelled due to relatively heavy work load. Haaaaaaaaaaaaay! siguro din inefficient managing of time, which I excel, hehehe!

Pero ngaun, naka over 10 hours ng sleep ko and sa araw na to, I woke ip at around 3 pm, wahahaha rest day pero buhay call center pa din. ayun, so heavy nung una but ngaun I feel refreshed, I feel revived. and ready na sa late na pagtulog.

Uu nga pala, Im planning to go to HK next month so sinung mapera dyan pasama nman, heheheh! Inaayus ko lang papres and the best deal, tapos leave na aku, wooohoooooooo! HK wait for me!

(Pangarap ka na lang ba, o magiging katotohanan pa)

PILOT

This is it! I have created my own and honestly don't know what to do with this. Nakakatawa kc wala lang, out of nothing bakit ako maggawa ng blog, well I used to do this before not here, online but on any piece of paper na makita ko and poured my thoughts to it. Eh eto big time, madami ng makakabasa or meron nga ba, (sana!) pero andito na to eh.

Well another storm na nman after the other had just left, it's not that bad bad thing for me because it will be a lil cooler and maavoid ko ang super sweaty days ko but a lil gloomy a lil hindi masyado masaya, no offense sa mga gustu ung rain katulad ng mga roses. Hehehe

Today, I went a lil shopping with my sis, she has no classes and I'm on my rest day. It's pretty tiring. I met an old time friend and had a lil snack and there, I was surprised by our expenses, I never knew it would turn out that big. Anyways, ako eh, sobrang impulsive tapos nung nireview ko, puro pagkain. Well hehehe. Ayun nothing much today.

Try ko access ulit ito tom form office, sana, but today eto muna. Ayus ng lay out, upload ng pics and kung anu pa mailalagay ditu. Feel free to comment (pede positve lang , hehe )and thanks for reading.