super kell

sigh

my loneliness is kelling me!!!

no air!!!

what hurts the most!!!

let's sing...................


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

hmmmmmm

dunno what to write

dunno what to expect

i guess, imagining,

haiyzt!!

until the bitter ending

sooo much!!!

to the reader's thank you!!!!!

or reader, ahahahahaha

more to come!!!!

no air

omfg, at long last i have updated my blog and blurt out my feelings

first i can't access it on my pc , cookie problem thingy, and then my dsl line got disconnected, omfg, major

but these past few days have been the most emotional moment in my life.....

I kinda knew it already and have been looking forward to it but when that particular moment came, omfg, i sould not help it but cried...

I'm sorry if I'm just too emotional but that's what I am really feeling and until right now, I am teary eyed when that topic is being brought out...

(sniff,sniff)

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

more to come, I am just on my lunch break

major miss you