I received a text kanina from Bianca Gonzales ... ok fine I subscribe to her fantxt, it was like 2 years already and still enjoying. anyways, she said, she always pours her heart over blogging and should be meaningful and all that. I felt like she pointed me out, considering the posts that I made, was just to fill the void of this blog, anyways no one is reading except me.
Anyways, what to write..well it's the New Year so anything NEW
- I am going to lose weight that I enrolled myself in our local gym (and as I am writing this, I am feeling the pain, no pain no glory, hope it's all worth it). I eat less now, like super less, I am hungry for 4 days now. My friends said to not overdo it, but I'm so serious I want to expedite the process. I got lots of support BTW on my first day so I will be very serious about this stuff. Hopefully I could take off my shirt during our team outing or in March, my birthday month. Naks
- I will save now. For years now, I admit I've been very very costly and that most of that goes into food, clothing and gimik. I haven't started yet, but I will starting with my credit cards. I promise not to use them anymore until it gets paid off and will sure to cut those, to save me from tukso of spending it. Hayy, I know little by little I can execute that.
- I will be me and will express my self more this year. I haven't read any predictions yet, haven't check if this is my year but will make sure, I get lots of a hell fun, like what I did on the last 2 quarter of last year. I am now into customize clothes to fit me more (contradicts the former resolution), I wear what I want and will not subject myself to trends or whatever (kelan ba aku nagpadala), I'll be more active on this blog, God help me pour out my ideas so that I can put that into writing and be more ME. I will not care what other people might say - at this day and age, I'm kinda scared but will not care anymore, there will be exceptions of course, but majority...that's it!
- I'll read more books and file them (or will buy a new book cabinet..
- I'll have more friends and will be a great friend to them(will retain this)
- I'll be closer to HIM or Whoever I'm sending this to. I admit that I sometimes forget how important spirituality is, I contradict, I don't attend mass regularly and replace it with mundane activities and that I could stand for an hour but stays 6 long hours during concerts..and stuff, I can't write it's too graphic for me I end up crying.
And lastly, to cry it all out. Sometimes emotions needs to flow, together that salty tear, it may still be there..the feeling but at least, I guess less feeling as most of it already flowed out. People may wonder, what do I cry about, but trust me, I'm a simple human being as well, whatever your reason for crying will be the same reason for me too. And will not hide it.
Post script - my prayer number 2. Hope it will come true this year because I am ready now, I am so ready whoever that is will be treasured..so there....
Hayy ang arte right!
I know right, but true!
