what to write?
I'm sooooo not in the mood!!
I'm sooooooooooo bored, like omfg!!!
Wonderin' and worryin' if I did the right move or did the right thing, I don't know for sure but what I do know I don't feel happy, and like I don't want to ever talk about it, but inevitable since most people would come to me asking how am I and hjow did I feel about that!!
Well, I just give them decent answer, I hope that answers their question, that I'm fine, I'm ok and that yes, I'm good for now!! Eventhough a big chunk of me breaks when I say that for I know I am lying to them and most especially to myself, trying to be true trying to be righteous, tryin' to be me...
Sigh, sniff, sniff the world turns so fast nd that will I be forever waiting and tryin'?
And forever hopin' that it would come true in a slightest luck that I would have that and that would be me, or not.
Negastar but the "not" always work for me, always end up losin' and ultimately just end up tryin.
Hmmmm, I'm writng this on a gloomy Sunday afternoon, alone and wonderin', waitin' and tryin.
