so sooo much!!!

super crazy week....

the excitement factor from my last blog fizzed and I'm not that excited anymore, dunno did i just forget that or the excitement's gone and I am currently rebelling!!

i'm in a more relaxed, happy trance or am I?

Looks and the outer appearance can be quite deceiving, ahahahaha

And the recent happenings were not be too pleasant like I was close to tears last time, because I was like crushed and pounded and I felt like little. Soooooooooo much as if I've done murder or something, it was sooooooooo heart breaking!!!

but above all that you still have to be ok, look ok and be professional, besides the war in your head and the pain in your heart, something like in the movies but true!!!

But lucky for me, I was able to have done all that, and present it in a positve fashion, lucky for me, I'm a good actor and executed the way it should be or the way they want it to be....

And after all that, I ate and everybody's fine and then my rest days and I'm ok again!

But R or M seem to be in a hurry, and happy. Fencing again? Good luck!!!

How about A, sooooooooooo not in love, as per her, but in her eyes, it still is V..I will miss you!

And C is getting tired, OMG and wants to come back!! Poor her, i just told na 6 months inch, which does not exist...

And E withe her bookings, and N and J and all!!!

And I, so lost poor her, karma chameleon!!

But I'm gonna head for the shower coz the worries must go, i will be refreshed and will sleep all day!!!

Let's have it all washed away!!!

See you all, me again jeff xoxo gg, ahahahaha